topi berfikir aku

petang tadi masa tengok ulangan ellen degeneres (the generous!), mr yummy dan miss hot dijemput menyanyikan lagu mereka ini. oh merdu sungguh petikan gitar dan suara mr yummy selang seli suara husky miss hot. she didn’t wear any shoes! laid-back, true to herself. konsep surf-music, hawaiian style. haha. like jack johnson! haih (in a good satisfied way).

do you hear me,
i’m talking to you
across the water across the deep blue ocean
under the open sky, oh my, baby i’m trying
boy i hear you in my dreams
i feel your whisper across the sea
i keep you with me in my heart
you make it easier when life gets hard
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i’m lucky i’m in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again
ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
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they don’t know how long it takes
waiting for a love like this
every time we say goodbye
i wish we had one more kiss
i’ll wait for you i promise you, i will
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i’m lucky i’m in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again
lucky we’re in love in every way
lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
lucky to be coming home someday
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and so i’m sailing through the sea
to an island where we’ll meet
you’ll hear the music fill the air
i’ll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through the trees
move so pretty you’re all i see
as the world keeps spinning round
you hold me right here right now
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i’m lucky i’m in love with my best friend
lucky to have been where i have been
lucky to be coming home again
i’m lucky we’re in love in every way
lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
lucky to be coming home someday

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see? i’m in love with my best friend. you make it easier when life gets hard. across the ocean. to an island where we’ll meet. lucky to have stayed where we have stayed. there goes the happy sigh again. i know it all along. mr yummy has a huge crush on me. kan? obvious sungguh. tsk.

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p/s: awak, pasal kita kan awak? ^_^ hehe kalau bercinta, semua lagu cinta pun pasal kita dan bukan orang lain.

p/p/s: kalau dah kawen, bukan sangap ye. rindu. (heheh denial?)

not very long ago, in a far away land named eshire, there was a scrooge. this scrooge lived in a small squarish box the scrooge called home. it had three bedrooms, a kitchen, a living room, a dining room and two bathrooms. wait a minute! why then a small box was used to describe the house?

becaaaause….that was what the scrooge felt about the scrooge’s house. it was small. so small that, “there is no space for another living being!“, said the scrooge.

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see how sad the scrooge’s life is? imagine the scrooge living with other living beings like miser or selfish or happy or clumsy. whoa! the scrooge will surely fall terribly ill with heartache and headache and stomachache.

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fortunately, christmas did not come once a year in eshire. the ghosts of past, present and future come once in a while, out of their usual visit, to knock scrooge out of the scrooge’s chair and sometimes give the scrooge sleepless nights. and so scrooge mellowed a little during these rare visits.

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but still, because the visits were rare, you could kill.

surprisingly what a colleague of mine warned me months ago happened today. meaning i was skeptical. how far different would they be from any other professionals? unfortunately, the gap is quite wide. how did i determine such differences in one short year? that’s where usually feelings get in the way of rationality. in the end, like back then when we were still in school, people would say, no matter where you go for schooling, the outcome is the same. it’s not up to the reputation of the institution (hey it rhymes!), the methods used in teaching, the approaches used to learn, the environment. because all of these fall back to individuals who make it happens. you. him. her. them. an upside down pyramid.

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before all the hu ha, let’s think. quietly. not aloud which is fairly similar to gossiping. haha. i know where i am. where i stand. ergo i better hush up. woh misteri sungguh!

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dude!

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nota rambang: iri hati bukan hijau berangan-angan lihat suami isteri dapat bersama. so cute! couple couple aku tak heran. lusa jadi faci selama tiga hari yeay!

satu ogos 2008 - satu ogos 2009

jejaki tanah baru

terima ramai kenalan, rakan sekerja

belajar mengajar lebih praktikal, perlu efisien

pikul tanggungjawab baru janggal

fahami berkat niat

kenali keinginan murid

buang keruh jahat

teguhi ranjau iman

curah hargai mak abah keluarga

ikatan sah cinta ^_^

there are times when it’s far easier to look at someone and see their flaws instead of good ones. do you ever wonder why? of course not. we just do. that doesn’t mean you do it, consciously or not, to everyone you meet or you know. it happens when people get closer. i don’t think it is always harmful. sometimes it is clear because what it is to them makes us part of it too so we wouldn’t want anything bad, negative, hurtful happened to them. get it? but who are you to determine what’s best for another? your principles are most probably not the same as mine. but we still do it nevertheless.

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because being human makes us seek acceptance and comfort that most people gain by finding common ground, whether if it’s in making every day decision or taking chances in life for the future. no matter how fruitless and disappointing, we still sow seeds of hope that the person may understand our distress and concern thus care enough to change. but sometimes i find it’s refreshing that people doesn’t expect this or that from me.

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because we can’t stand other people failures or achievements. you are determined to follow the course of the greater good. selfishness that helps to create soft barrier around your grief, bubble, worries. when others don’t stray away from your chosen path, you are calm, relieved. save people, save me. do you have a halo over your head?

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because you just can’t surrender. lie down and play dead? pfft! when one starts with promises, others give commitment and desire for something blissful or successful. a win-win situation. if you can stand living life doing what you’re doing and others take the fall for it, you’re one ignorant fella. or maybe delusional. so we are back to the process of judging again. but doesn’t everyone deserves the best? doesn’t i?

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you pick. either one, i think, we will lose.