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despite the good and great happenings around me…weddings, proposals, raya, birthdays…sadness leaked in too. ones that make your heart reaches out emphatically and squirms because words of condolences are not enough. if heart can squirm.
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Allah works in mysterious ways. pray that He won’t forget us. pray that we won’t forget Him in time of leisure and need. ribut, tsunami, gempa bumi, virus. fizikal, emosi, mental.
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an interesting blog usually offers a bit of personal stuff in it, don’t you think? and i have always been a bit distant. occurrences and persons i wrote, chosen to talked about in here remain unclear/anonymous to the majority. however, to some who are closer, they always know. no matter how absurd the kata ganti diri that i used. so here is my attempt of being personal with you readers.
1. we celebrated three birthdays this month. yeay! 
abah, yop and suami. sayang all three of you. birthday-celebration’s photo is in my ‘family’ album. mirror mirror on the wall, who is the ‘biggest ‘of them all? hehe.
2. rode a motorcycle with my hubby for the first time ;D and lost my left contact lens while on it, don’t know that’s even possible! dem the wind.
3. had a medical check-up. tsk. anyways, two trivial things to share; my right eye, without help from contact lens, is 6 over 60. the pakcik nurse appointed at the counter said that that is teruk. dem all the novels i read in the poorly lighted room (bukan sebab tv, bukan, bukan). another one is that, because i’m fasting and there are two urine tests, i failed to fill up the small container the second time. questions: why are you so shy about urine which is a normal biological excretion that you had to cover the container with a piece of tissue before putting in on the counter? because the yellow color is a shade darker than that other person’s?
4. first day of aidilfitri was with the in-laws. surprisingly comfortable and full of fresh outlooks. takbir malam raya with all the siblings and menantus. prepared a feast like we’re having a kenduri, big family kan *smiles*. learned how to fold and fill ketupat daun palas. and my trembling hand dropped two arcopal cups and broke one. *sigh*. is there a being-a-menantu for dummies book?
5. i want to further my studies too.
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those above personal enough for you?
