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something happened and i wrote about it. but then, i figured that i don’t want to be scrutinized and closed ones making a fuss over me. haha. therefore, i rewrite the entry. it was a moment of confusion. i was all fired up to write and share to get feedbacks and advices but i know i shouldn’t. thank you friend for satisfying my thirst for the truth last night. oh a bit kinky there. haha. had a discussion on yahoo messeger. he struggled to help me understand the situation by giving opinions on his side of the planet, mars. but you enjoyed the session, didn’t you?

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to summarize my feelings, my confusion, i resort to these lyrics. this is why i have a love-hate thing with sundays. there is a good selection of songs on the radio that they call adult-contemporary, but sundays also mean there’s school tomorrow. tsk. so here’s the song by john legend.

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girl i’m in love with you

this ain’t the honeymoon

past the infatuation phase

right in the thick of love

at times we get sick of love

it seems like we argue everyday

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i know i misbehaved

and you made your mistakes

and we both still got room left to grow

and though love sometimes hurt

i still put you first

and we’ll make this thing work

but i still think we should take it slow

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we’re just ordinary people

we don’t know which way to go

cuz we’re just ordinary people

maybe we should take it slow

this time we’ll take it slow

this time we’ll take it slow

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take it slow

maybe we’ll live and learn

maybe we’ll crash and burn

maybe you’ll stay, maybe you’ll leave

maybe you’ll return

maybe another fight

maybe we won’t survive

but maybe we’ll grow

we never know baby you and i

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this ain’t a movie no

no fairy tale conclusion ya’ll

it gets more confusing everyday

sometimes it’s heaven sent

then we head back to hell again

we kiss then we make up on the way

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i hang up when you call

we rise and we fall

and we feel just like walking away

as our love advances

we take second chances

though it’s not a fantasy

i still want you to stay

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simple and straightforward. there. i’ve said it. do unto others as you would have others do unto you is so overrated and not applicable in real life. life is after all, unfair.

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smile people! why so glum?