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“imitation is the highest form of flattery”

sometimes i would get irritated when somebody steals/borrows then alters/copies/call it whatever you want my ideas. are you spineless? but when annoyance boils up, everything will simmer down when i was reminded by a quote i once read from yasmin ahmad’s blog in which she also quoted the quote. err. don’t be silly you daft! i’m not comparing myself to her. it’s just the quote. get it? and why am i so angry anyway. am i jealous that the person(s) get the credit?

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plagiarism? of course not because it ain’t my writings or my style of writings that those persons are copying. i doubt they can anyway. haha. riak sungguh. okay, back to earth syitah. it’s okay. everything’s cool. after all, ripples don’t start from nothing. my ideas must be triggered from someone else’s ideas too. kan? logik.

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they can’t get enough of syitah. toldcha they idolize me ;p

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one more thing. what’s with *@!%$*^! people making stupid sexual jokes (i said ‘jokes’ not ‘questions’, matno dan dzull sila jangan terasa) to another who’s getting married? owh i’m so turning into a misanthrope (ini semua salah yop haha). perisik dah pesan, tak baik macam ni. hidup perlu bermasyarakat kata dia. owh help me, help me Allah.

the learning:

“nowhere might you learn more than in a land unlike your own”

- drizzt do’urden, chapter 14: dancing snake, book VI the halfling’s gem.

i dread meeting up friends. laughing away weeks or months of work’s stress. cleansing unhealthy thoughts over difficult people. a great helping dose to homesickness.

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i hate going back home. taking time to breathe. expressions of love. smiles of knowing eyes. the brief cherished moment shared. the hot gossips over af students.

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because all i could take with me here at the end, is only the memory of how she/he laughed at my silliness and jokes. how pleasant things smell. how it feels to be hugged. how comfortable my room is. and believe me, when this happens every single week and after school holidays, it easily beats the awful loneliness of being afar from friends and loved ones. the loneliness that never fails to make you take an early leave from school on fridays (*uhuk* batuk sikit) and squirm in your flight-seat before the safety belt’s indicator light went off.

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on a different matter; marriage. some questions was asked by a friend while we were enjoying satay of our torchlight dinner; “what happened to couples who already did it (siapa buat-buat tak faham akan ditojah dgn lidi tajam), would they be bored and marriage be meaningless? what could and would they do to improve it?” my reply was; “ko pegi la tanye sape yang dah buat dan akan berkahwin itu”. (jawapan telah diubahsuai untuk pembaca-pembaca murni)

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tahniah buat rakan-rakan yang telah ditemubual badan spp! pasti berjaya. teylians boleh! hehe. tahniah buat tey-ah, sangat suka konsep kenduri!~

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update: rakan yang bertanya hal soalan di atas ialah pami aka dzull. dia kata kenapa quote dia tapi tak tulih nama. haha.