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Archive for December, 2008


.ngabihkan begheh.

tingge bghape haghi je lagi kume nak balik doh ke tempat keje kume kat sabah nun. idak le ghase riso benor. tapi idak le suke benor pulok. hehe. macam opah kate, bukan lagi jauh, udah jauh bebenor!

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ujung asar kelmarin udah kite bace doa akhir tahun dan sesudah azan maghrib udah kite bace doa awal tahun. alhamdulillah. muge keampunan dibeghi pade dose-dose kite tahun lepaih dan permulaan yang lebih baik pulok untuk kite tahun depan.

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esok udah masuk 2009. adeh sakit ati lagi. xkuase teman nk nulih. sila rujuk.

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pesimis sangatkah aku? ;p

.immaculate or ejaculate?.

i was a bit confused when mom and grandmother (nenek sedare in english?) strongly suggested that i read romance novels. note: if the genre is romance, most likely..no, surely..there are going to be explicit paragraphs of step-by-step sensitive scenes. i said paragraphs because it ain’t possible that love making scenes were in each sentences of every chapter. i know la! i’ve read a few romance novels haha. they mentioned that it could teach me a thing or two. what kind of ‘thing’? ;p if the ‘thing’ is language, other genres could offer such benefit.

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the interest in reading horror and mystery genres lurks into my life since i was thirteen and stalks me ever so pleasingly till now. and fantasy was introduced by my brother. but romance…romance was made familiar to me when a certain lecturer was giving away her books and knowing that i’m keen on reading, she offered them to me. and whadoyaknow, all of them are romance novels!

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i’m not judging books by its genres but doesn’t genre somehow indicate the level of simplicity or difficulty of sentences and how an author delivers and unravels the beginning, climax and ending of a story? let’s see chick-lits for example. ain’t it simpler and lighter that the rest? chick-lits are the ones that were best-sellers, making movie tickets sold out and making readers proud that they finished reading it in a day. wohoo! oh come on, i’m not really trying to put readers of such genres into boxes so stop grimacing because if i do, i’m putting myself down too as i do own a chick-lit. eh did i buy the novel? i can’t recall ;p but more or less, what interest us describes who we are. kan?

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selamat pengantin baru buat tusya & syapik, buat awin and buat dilla!~ selamat sudah bertunang buat snowwy and nabila and sape lagi ek? ;p

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mari kita doakan kesihatan, keselamatan dan kesejahteraan rakan saye G yang disyaki denggi dan ibu rakan kita, miza, yang berkemungkinan hipertensi dan bp naik. kedua-duanye sedang ditahan diwad. huhu~

.oiling.

we’re finally in penang. being in ipoh was as always..happy =)..but the internet connection was waaay too kura-kura for my liking and other online activities eheh. xsuke! xsuke!

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we konvoi back to penang around ten-ish pm. my grandma accompanied me in keke, yop + kak yana in babyV (kan?) and parents in big bad black (tipu je nama). i like driving at night. not only because the full moon (so beautiful~) stalked us the whole journey but because i could let the the pointer of the speed meter terlebih sudah! than the usual speed limit that keke is allowed to. poor opah, she usually sleeps early but she stayed awake the whole journey to make sure i didn’t veer off the main road. she rather be awake and clenched her small fists on her lap now and then. keke wasn’t going that fast! ;p the only thing that bothered me was the annoying headlights of another car that followed keke from ipoh. silau lah! duk jauh2 sket. ahahah.

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shady as it goes

tickling it may show

the mist is patient

slow, slow

and full moon awaits

p/s: pami, aku bahgia skrng. emosi tidak terusik untuk menulis topik lebih bagus seperti yang tergerak selalunya. nanti klu jiwa kacau, aku menulis lagi ya. heee~