.gender-inflicted disease.
made a resolution. again (meaning the same). though not an annual one. doesn’t we always? trying to make things better. hoping that we won’t make the same stupid/regretful/harmful mistakes. like hoobastank says “if i were you..”, as we didn’t try hard enough or aren’t grateful. like siti (siti nak kahwin!!) sings “andaiku bisa merubah semua, agar tiada orang terluka, tapi tak mungkin..”, as human err.
i am mean. from an observation of a close one (and maybe a few others), i usually react severely to something or someone that i find, ermm, annoying. may it be the matter of attitude, my surrounding or the weather (erm not quite, any kind of weather hardly ever annoys me) that brushed against my subconscious mind.
it’s largely attitude that concerns me. surprisingly, the issue of making assumption, jumping into conclusion and telling tales are very common in the relationship of female friends. people from Mars have it too, i’m sure, but not as critical as the Venus peeps.
it’s sad. but we keep doing it over and over again.
to date, i’ve managed to be neutral to these few people i had slightly grew apart (due to misunderstanding, just couldn’t care less, busy with work or simply being annoying to a degree of unacceptability). but i had burst before. maybe i will again. hopefully i won’t.
and then they will live happily ever after. bah!
