topi berfikir aku

when was the last time you;

1. watch a real-life based movie where the scenes showed real-life happenings complete with the tears, sweats and hardships of life?

2. read a book about a 10-year-old boy who was bullied at school and betrayed by a friend and his family doesn’t notice his desperate lies?

3. listen to a song that doesn’t crap on how beautiful and jolly life is and love is something that makes your heart beats a bit faster and your special one will love you forever and ever even after 25 years of marriage and you’re menopausal and he doesn’t realizes that he’s andropausal?

4. write on your diary about what you want and work for out of life rather than getting mushy writing over a boy you got a crush on, each time he called, to jot down every detail there was?

5. check which reality-world you are living in?

we ran. and we run. and then we hide. but we can’t. not really.

from the pain. the sufferings. the heartache. the hopelessness. the truth.

we will start running again, quietly.

and for a while, enjoying the breeze.

Hadith : 
Seorang lelaki bertanya:“ Wahai Rasulullah sesungguhnya aku mempunyai beberapa orang kerabat, yang hubungan aku erat dengan mereka tetapi mereka memutuskannya. Aku berbuat baik kepada mereka tetapi mereka berperangai buruk kepadaku, aku bersabar mengahadapi sikap mereka itu tetapi mereka menganggap sikapku itu adalah bodoh.”
Kemudian baginda menjawab,” Sekiranya benar sepertimana yang engkau katakan itu maka seolah-olah engkau menyuap mereka dengan abu yang panas, sedangkan engkau sentiasa mendapat pertolongan daripada Allah Taala selama mana engkau berada di dalam kebenaran atas perkara yang demikian itu”.
 
Riwayat Muslim 

  Huraian
1.Islam mengajar umatnya supaya banyak bersabar di dalam semua keadaan sama ada ketika senang atau pun susah kerana ia merupakan pengukur darjat keimanan seseorang.

2.Islam mengajar umatnya supaya jangan membalas keburukan orang sebaliknya menambahkan lagi kebaikan terhadap mereka mudah-mudahan dengan itu hati mereka menjadi lembut dan baik.

3.Allah sentiasa memberi pertolongan kepada orang yang sentiasa sabar dan benar dalam bertindak.

4.Setiap umat Islam wajib menghubungkan silaturrahim dan haram memutuskannya.

this is not a thing that anyone should take seriously. i don’t think i should either. it’s just something that i need to think out loud for. really, life sucks when you have no one to trust. trust fully, i mean. or maybe we were born and fashioned not to trust anyone that much.

sure you have a brother that says he’s lonely and all and then you opened up and tried to share stuff with him so that he’ll feel more involved with something; e.g family. sure you have friends that make jokes and tickle you silly and back you up when it’s the appropriate time for them to do so.

but then, he get back into his shell and owh-i’m-lonely-but-didn’t-do-anything-about-it mood. and they start whispering about the girls who did all the “wrong” things, according to them, which apparently and unconsciously some of what they did too or about those boys that seem so gorgeous and nice and all or they put you aside because you don’t like what they do because it’s humbly against the teaching of your/their religion and can’t manage to pretend to like it.

i have asked you this question, and i’ll ask again; why waste time on me?

go do your stuff.

and come back shamelessly when you suddenly feel like you needed a sister, a friend or whatever you call it these days.

i live in a world where it is pathetic to ask for more. so to these people particularly, don’t expect more from me. you’ll get what you give.

and what the heck does classical music got to do with psychotic people that are hard to kill and force others to do what they demanded anyway?!!