*sigh* i’m not so sure with what i want anymore. sometimes you wish for a listener, a compadre, a friend just to talk to. a simple discussion over ambition, life’s expectations or maybe a book. heck, i can’t even have a decent babble with anyone lately! (excluding you jannah, when it comes to you, you are such a great babbler heh)
i am yet to find a good "babbler" from the opposite sex. not a genius or a national debater (that would be too much to ask eh), just a babbler would do. won’t it be grand to have a guy who i could fight with, intellectually or with all silliness, bickering to stand on our beliefs and views e.g on anything or everything under the sun. i don’t even mind if you would want to argue over how much froth there is supposed to be just about the brim of a glass of diabetic-prone teh tarik.
and what the monkey-ass with guys who absolutely have no idea with what you are talking about but pretend to dig?? they even reply with all confidence (you would actually have to bow with respect) but without any relevance and think it as funny. oh wait wait, now how about the ones who over do it??! hahahahah, adui…why can’t they just be blunt and frank? "hey, how do you mean?". instead they opt to give oh-i-think-so-too replies which i can’t stand anymore. are you guys spineless? and what is wrong with not being a-know-it-all person? i don’t mind being called naive or over-sheltered, we are all learning, if possible, to the end of our existence. better that than "bodoh sombong", tak tahu tapi tak nak bertanya.
maybe i have been looking at all the wrong places at the wrong time. ermm where and when would it be appropriate anyway? huhu.
