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Archive for September, 2005


.sadden.

a stranger ponders near me,

out loud she wonders how the weird ones live their life

how the dull people were ever satisfied with their life

how they live with their belief when she says they can’t do what they wanted to do

how does this stranger knows what those people want?

did those people feel sorry for her?

did they constantly questioned her ways?

i’m angered by your bluntness

your absent-mindedness

i pity your definition of my oh-so-grand-life

i’m sadden sometimes simply because of you being you

you question, but do you seek the answers?

you argue, but does it come with oaken stand?

you complain, but does it help?

but still, i thank you

you push, provoke me to seek the truth

for me to know me

to know my belief

to make it known why i live

to think why i am still here with you

but dear stranger,

oh my stranger…

please ya Allah..

from my sadden heart

filled with love for this stranger,

please ya Allah..

light up, open up her heart

shower her with blessings

bare her with understanding

please please…

for Islam is great

Islam is syumul..

and i am tired..

.aku belum merdeka.

ya mak, adik dah belajar

dari kesilapan-kesilapan

ya abah, adik akan dengar cakap

harap tak akan buat lagi

kenapa aku menurut?

leka sungguh

kenapa aku ulangi?

lemah sungguh

tapi aku cukup tak suka

lihat buat aku cebik

dengar buat aku marah

nampak buat aku jijik

kenapa aku masih duduk?

malas sungguh

kenapa aku bisu?

penakut sungguh

sudahlah

jangan sedih lagi

cubitlah diri

biar berbekas berparut

bila lagi hendak merdeka